What is the state of having mixed feelings or contradictory ideas about something?

Kiwozzie, no that's apathy. You can tell from the "ambi" prefix that it's about two something's.

I thought it was not caring about the subject in question.

Ambivalence is seeing good and bad in something or someone, and being conflicted about it. A personal example: I am ambivalent about AI. I can see benefits and good things that could come, but I fear it for the power I believe it has, and the possibility it could escape. I've enjoyed playing with some beta AI stuff, but I'm mostly afraid of its potential for real harm.

Lionessa, very very good example 👏

There are so many of you that thought it meant something else that I'm going to look it up!

Kiwozzie, unfortunately, me too.

Kiwozzie, I thought the same thing. Looks like I learned something new

Kiwozzie, me too. It's more like "meh."